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CRAVINGS
Featuring Jacklyn Duncan
Craving all your innocence how one could live for days like this well I've been memorizing patterns compromising my existence
Living just to stay distracted
To survive our reenactment
Mimic scenes to be recalled
pretend to be an individual
Outwardly effortless I'm well versed in your parlor tricks but I cannot go on like this
I can not go on in bliss through history we've left our mark the problem is it smells like tar the problem is it fuels the car the problem is the problem is
Maybe it's the way that we communicate
Are we inherently selfish, inbred, or agitated
While we're founded and surrounded here by white supremacy all the people who can change things are the ones that fail to see
Are we the offspring of the most violent rapist of the time because back then the biggest assholes were the ones that could survive
Or so they say or so they shout it out a car at me when I walk down the street guess I'll just shake my fists and vow to avenge my own murderous ancestry. Ugh.
And so they say don't you know
That's the way that it goes
Solutions are evasive from the lackadaisical equation some become complacent
Clean the cobwebs from the basement
Dusty boxes full of memoirs hesitant I'll show you mine if you show me yours
Show me yours show me show me
Buying into superstition
appropriate misinformation
faith now is our only fate left
So let's get annihilated
Hear the music? Time to face it
Did we choose this? Can we change it?
Did you walk two fucking moons bitch?
Cause we're all doomed if you didn't
Maybe it's the way that we communicate
Are we inherently selfish, inbred, or agitated?
While we're founded and surrounded here by white supremacy but all the people who can change things are the ones who fail to see
Are we the offspring of the most violent rapist of the time because back then the biggest assholes are the ones that could survive
Or so they say or so they wrote it in a book but, hey, who wrote that book by the way?
And so they say don't you know
That's the way that it goes
And it's just, it's not dangerous
If I'm dangerous
It's not dangerous
If I'm dangerous
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FLUORIDE
00:48
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FLUORIDE
Fluoride antibiotics plastics and metals and soaps if we could just pull out all of our war efforts and send them to clean up the ocean together as an earth, because it's literally our last common ground
Survival of the fittest businesses
Run by their kids' kids
They don't see their own greed because they grew up rather privileged if it's bread they wanna save they'll do anything it takes
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G.T.F.O.
03:00
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G.T.F.O.
Disappointing interactions staining favorite pastimes there's always some asshole ruining a good time acting kinda funny almost suddenly so lovely subtly
Sickeningly condescending all over unrelenting someone help this meathead grilling me on street cred I'm about to shred this pilgrims ego like a nuclear torpedo
just leave me alone
let me go
Isn't it obvious now we're so much better off
Isn't it clear as day now we're so much better off
You're so much better off
I'm so much better off
Isn't it obvious now we're so much better off
Isn't it clear as
Noticing the hole in the bottom of the bowl
Take a deep breath
Quite Frankly I'm Panicking
frantically,
If I keep swimming, water spills,
plug it up with fins it won't flow through my gills
Is there anybody out there
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GROWING ISN'T EASY
Featuring: Liz Cisco
Challenging yourself you learn
growing isn't easy I wake
up in a panic every
morning it completes me
Cause you can't just have the
good without the bad and you
can't always have fun when someone's sad
if I happen to fail to fit in I'm a liar and a villain but I still live in a place where they don't easily accept me for who I am
I still live in a place where they don't easily accept me for who I am
(Liz)
sometimes i feel stuck
like im running through mud
now im looking at the cup likes its half
empty, fill it up.
cant help but wonder what,
how, why did i end up in this rut?
people all around me, all they do is judge.
nothing i do is right, so it seems, wanna give up,
so i put up a fight, keep try-na
show them i can love.
but the general consensus is that
no one gives a fuck,
so why should i give a fuck?
gotta follow my gut.
it tells me that i got issues with trust,
and these people pretend to care
but they just lust.
so now i make my own way through the muck,
and when i hit dry ground
these fools can eat my dust
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HEAVEN
01:17
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HEAVEN
Heaven's still out there you can buy it in a pill
Drinking with dragons living in the next building
Blindly they're filling in the blanks
did you see me?
Cause I'm more accessible then organic tahini
Our parents won't let us play together anymore
Who else will cry themselves
to sleep on the floor?
Spoiled with the blood of those less fortunate
We know that it's wrong but we're
serving up heads
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JAMS
03:35
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JAMS
Words don't mean anything around you anymore here hold this violin hey can I see that guitar drag out the accordion just watch the glass on the floor it's been smashed like a drum the piano holds the chord
Through the smoke of the weed and cigars I can hear the clearest melodies I can see all the stars the bass cuts through the fog standing up on the bar I thought I'd given up on magic but I'm under this spell of yours
Break me down
I'm under your spell
have we met before?
Complete the circle when every hands holding and instrument to open up a portal and we're all jumping into it yeah summoning friends from so far away the monster inside of me is now fully awake
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MONSTERS
03:28
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MONSTERS
I like it. it's all I've ever known
it's all I've ever dreamed of I just can't get enough won't have the will to kill it smart, or masters of the art to start we're monsters it's impossible to stop apostles don't make me turn this horse around bound and quartered between the next new world orders eradicate me baby I get off on tourture it's just a walk to the grave
alone or with the parade everyone is afraid regardless terrified you're gonna die first
I hate this abomination it's new and I'm afraid of it it robs me of elation and confidence feeling insecure is when the time to destroy everything has come obstinate hands extend with some one sided rhetoric well
Captivated by this curse
Navigating the traverse
Something someone said is penetrating my inertia , I can feel it in my skin
Something somewheres seeping in am I ready to begin unlearning all the pain and hurt and shame and lies and guilt bad habits and abuse mistakes within
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THINK ABOUT IT
03:13
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THINK ABOUT IT
Staring inherent fate down winding and shaking my watch might be against the rules but not all odds is it worth calculating all the seconds it would take to pass this up cause I like the face that you make when you play that guitar
When you play that guitar
I've crossed love off of my list of possibilities
My heart is filled with blood
My blood is filled with THC
Neurotransmit faster answers consuming caffeine orgasm for fun
my brain is cumming dopamine
I don't wanna think about it
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UTOPIALAND
03:01
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UTOPIALAND
No fight no fury no fright no worry
no judge no jury no doubt
No conflict or hate remain unwelcome challenges oh everything balances out
Here in UTOPIALAND we like to plan for the short and the long game alike valuing innovation and accountability isn't it silly isn't it silly without
Oh isn't it silly
No cops no corruption no class or oppression
no trash no prisons power trips or evictions everyone has a home healthcare and shares a kitchen we rotate the chores live in pods like a ship in utopialand where there's no gods or masters we meet up quite frequently discussing disasters utopialand where we learn from our mistakes and use sustainable energy sustainably everyday
Isn't it silly?
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WISH I STAYED
03:20
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WISH I STAYED
Wish I stayed tonight, I wish I stayed tomorrow
I Wish I could have stayed a little longer in this place that drowns my sorrow yeah we're
all a bit hungover attempting to explain our symptoms symply ending up professing love that's coming to fruition
home and diving through a notebook
That is drowning in depression
Up until this point right here where I start leaving trails of breadcrumbs
Oh I hope I find my way back
Or at least a little head room cause my heart feels like it's gonna stop if I don't do anything
I wish I stayed
Well can you blame me? whoa
When my heart wants to sing
Songs of the road
These melodies are haunting me
Don't you know
Cut to 28 days later
Finding comfort in sustainment
Where survival is dependent
On stretching my fucking legs out
Naturally adaptable
Another product of the brainwash
Slowly rotting right here stably
All for the entertainment
Moving forward with a game plan
For the rest of the duration
Gonna aim to run the clock out
Maintaining homeostasis
And when doubt blocks out the clouds
While counting down to the next paycheck
We'll know we're not in a cover band
In a bar in Pennsylvania
I wish I stayed
Well can you blame me? woo
When my heart wants to sing
Songs of the road
These melodies are haunting me
There's only me there's only me in the end there's only me in the end theres always me in the end there's only me
Cause everybody wants to be loved
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